作曲 : Nighty
作词 : Nighty
“I know 我明白
I can’t do this anymore 这次将止步于此
And I... I don’t think I can go through this again 我... 我想自己也不会再重蹈覆辙了
How’s everything going 近来可好
I thought you are good 应该还不错吧
That’s what I hope for 那也正是我所期盼的
But… 但是...
How would you feel 你会是怎样的感觉呢
I'm just... Running away from my pop 逃离了我深爱着的一切
Searching for you to solve them” 拼命寻找着你 奢求你断了这些
You know how to make me cry 你是让我难过的原因
Only you can help me past the time 也是消磨时间的唯一方法
Why join the other side 为何与我相斥
Raised the gun at myself cuz life is a lie 将枪口朝向自己 对人生不再抱有期待
God damn why they used to treat me like that 该死 为何她们曾如此对我
Bare the pain everyday but I realize that 与痛苦为伴可我早就习以为常
Go leave me alone I just wanna write raps 都别来烦 我只想沉浸于EMO
Oh I swear to god I’ll never do it like that 对神发誓 我再也不会做回从前
“You’re hiding in the dark” No I got GBC “你将自己隐匿于黑暗之中” 不 有GBC陪我度过
Burned the world down yeah in my fantasy 幻想着亲手毁掉这个世界
Give me more OD so that I can sleep 还要更多更多的药我才能入眠
They broke my heart and just let me bleed 他们糟蹋了我的一切 并且弃之不顾
No one can save me 没人救得了我
I’m praying to the sky 我选择向上天祈祷
Show me something make me feel alive 寻求一些让我觉得自己还活着的理由
I got problems with their mother****in' god 我连他们心中的神都感到不满
If the hell boy gonna crash 如果这该死的男孩终将崩溃
But my energy won’t die 但我的能量绝对不会消逝
Twinkle twinkle little star 一闪一闪亮晶晶
How I wonder what you are 我多想知道你是哪颗
Up above the world so high 如此远浮于世烟云外
Like a diamond in the sky 像挂在夜空中的钻石一般夺目