It’s easier to act as a clown and pretend to know nothing Although I want you to hold your hand, won’t look back on your Feelings I cover the happiness's skin and turn around to everyone L can't be nice or hold anyone in my arms anymore I borrowed someone’s words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings I suddenly had no idea of my true self Even in solitude, I continue to deceive myself Let me sleep Let me sleep in the darkness tonight If repentance is all pardon Let me sleep in the darkness tonight I borrowed someone’s words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings( repaint my Feelings) Even in solitude, I continue to deceive myself deceive myself Video of my childhood The other side of the screen my mother called my name A voice that was kind and genuine Tighten me now Tighten me now Tighten me now Tighten me now Tighten me now I borrowed someone’s words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings( repaint my Feelings) Even in solitude, I continue to deceive myself deceive myself