作曲 : J0KƎR
作词 : J0KƎR
Now I’m so afraid, that death will eventually, take you away现在我很害怕，怕死亡会带你离开
I can’t do nothing about it, memories are starting to fade我什么都做不了，记忆开始褪色
With all my fame, I feel so ashamed, but honey I don’t want you to feel the same我的所有名誉，我感到很羞耻，但亲爱的我不想让你感到一样
All my pain, in my name, I’m the only person who I can blame我所有的痛苦，在我的名字里，我只能责怪我自己
so how am I gonna save myself所以我该如何拯救自己
I really don’t know what to do我，真的不知道该做什么
I don’t know if I can make it through我不知道我能否过得了这关
Don’t even know what are lies and what are truth甚至不知道什么是谎言什么是真相
I love when you are around我爱你在我身旁的时候
But I hate it when you leave我恨你离我而去的时候
You left me alone again你让我有孤单一人
What all left is nothing but grief仅剩下我一人悲痛
You told me you will stay with me forever你告诉我你会一直陪着我
I thought the only person I can trust is her我以为你是我唯一信任的人
Later I found out she broke my trust后来我发现你打破了我的信任
At last she turned out to be a liar最后她变成了一个骗子
She turns out to be a liar她变成了一个骗子
She turns out to be a liar她变成了一个骗子
I can’t take it, she’s a liar我接受不了，她是个骗子
Can’t take it’ she’s a liar接受不了，她是个骗子
Why you lie to me为什么你对我撒谎
Oh, why you lie to me为什么你对我撒谎
Why can’t you tell the truth to me为什么你不能跟我说实话
Why can’t you just tell the truth to me为什么你就不能跟我说实话
How could you just leave me like this你怎么能这样离我而去
How could you, just leave me like this你怎能这样离我而去
How could you do this to me你怎么能这样对我
How could you do this to me你怎能这样对我
It was the end of October, the cool wind blows在10月的末尾，吹着冷风
You left me alone and my heart’s so cold你离我而去我的心已冰凉
Now I cannot tell the difference between reality and dream现在我不能分辨事实和梦境
Maybe it’s because I’m getting a little bit too old也许因为我开始变老
But I’m not old, it’s just my heart is sold但我不老，只是我的心被卖了
I can’t love you no more that’s what I was told我没法跟你在一起，这时她对我说的
I don’t know maybe I can’t feel anything no more我不知道，也许我感受不到任何感觉
Cuz my broken heart now is full of holes因为我破碎的心已经千苍百孔
To be honest, all I need is love to feed说实话，我需要的只是爱来喂我
Maybe I should be smoking some weed也许我该吸点weed
Or find some books to read或者看点书
I can see, through the smoke我能透过烟雾，看到
It’s a monster I woke它是个怪物，我醒了过来
I almost got choke, crying swallowing tears to my throat我差点呛到，哭着把泪水咽进喉咙
I am paralyzed, I feel like I’m going to paradise我麻痹了，感觉我要前往天堂
But when I woke up, everything turns out to be nothing but lies但我醒过来，发现一切都是谎言
Look back to my history, misery is all I see回首望去我的历史，只看到痛苦
Maybe my fearful god just want me to be a ascetic missionary也许敬畏的上帝只想让我成为一名苦行僧
It was the end of October, the cool wind blows在10月的末尾，吹着冷风
You left me alone and my heart’s so cold你离我而去我的心已冰凉
Now I cannot tell the difference between reality and dream现在我不能分辨事实和梦境
Maybe it’s because I’m getting a little bit too old也许因为我开始变老
But I’m not old, it’s just my heart is sold但我不老，只是我的心被卖了
I can’t love you no more that’s what I was told我没法跟你在一起，这时她对我说的
I don’t know maybe I can’t feel anything no more我不知道，也许我感受不到任何感觉
Cuz my broken heart now is full of holes因为我破碎的心已经千苍百孔