作词 : J0KER 作曲 : J0KER She said she won’t abandon me She said she won’t leave She said she will stay with me Whoever I turn out to be She said we won’t be together anymore Darling it is just a dream However, my plan was to marry you And buy you a diamond ring So, this is the last song Now I’m about to sing Now I will no more be the sun Burning you till you scream I think the world is getting crazier Way crazier than it seems But girl I can’t call you baby anymore Cuz I don’t even know what it means I want my happiness back I want back my peace My world is quite different From what you are seeing So if there’s another chance I will seize To start over again, I wish I won’t meet you Then I ‘ll be so released I don’t wanna hear the ******* I don’t know Oh my lord Jez Why yall wanna **** me up Like messing with a beast I don’t wanna scream now My tongue is under my teeth All you ******* just get the **** off The joker now just wanna rest in peace She asked god to forgive her cuz she prolly made a big mistake Which is she let me fall in love with her and I still chose to stay And she failed on her way when she was trying to keep me away She forgot that from heaven from hell that were where I was made Oh my lord Jesus Christ Please save me from this life Please give me some days and some nights I don’t I don’t wanna cry No promise no lie no answer not nice I wish I could just kill myself and die No cash no light no pain no sight I wish I could only live in the night No hurting no blood no scars no why I wish I could stay and find out the lies No blue no white no colour no sky I wish I can have a cake and take a bite I promise you I will let you go Like right now, I let you go But how could I take it, I don’t know Should I, should I take one more dose? ****, I don’t know what to do now Somebody please give me some help Thank you so much but can you tell me how? I don’t know I really don’t know voices in my head are so loud Hey come here, hug me, will you? I don’t wanna just die like this, too Hey look at me, just look at me, will you? I need something warm, like some soup She asked god to forgive her cuz she prolly made a big mistake Which is she let me fall in love with her and I still chose to stay And she failed on her way when she was trying to keep me away She forgot that from heaven from hell that were where I was made Oh my lord Jesus Christ Please save me from this life Please give me some days and some nights I don’t I don’t wanna cry