作词 : Uzumakid Li 作曲 : andysbeats Depression 抑郁症 I don't know how to say this but 我不知道怎么开始但是 I use to have all my emotions now I’m just losing it 我以前有过所有的感情现在在慢慢消失 It’s like tragic 很悲剧 Self destructive 像自我毁灭 I never speak up doesn't mean I never knew a thing 我从来不说不代表我什么都不知道 I started slow I learned my lesson my eyes are keen 我起步慢 但我学到了教训 我视力更尖锐 **** it poke it whatever it takes to get to the rim 干 戳 不管什么都要向前 News are getting old I might as well make a meme 新闻变得老旧 得学着做meme Came back to my single room I started untie my laces 回到我自己的单人间我开始松鞋带 Empty bottles on the floor and some shattered glasses 空瓶子在地上 还有些碎裂的玻璃 I had a lot of friends we used to get a lot of buckets 我以前有很多朋友我们一起打球 World spins around now we all live in different places 地球在转 我们现在在不同的地方了 When I got a new life I don't really know nobody 当我有了另一条命我不认识任何人 Cuz I ******* hate them I got lots of enemies 因为我恨他们 我有过太多敌人 Trynna be a bit of different yall just ordinary 尝试变得不一样 他们太过平庸 I don't wanna know you I don't really trust nobody 我不认识你我根本不相信任何人 **** I drink a bottle every night on a repeat 干 我每晚都喝一整瓶 Little as I know them they don't know nothing about me 像我对他们的不了解一样他们对我也不了解 Trynna make it out ever since I left the city 我尝试过我的日子自从离开了城市 Is it right or wrong I just let em run up on me 到底是对是错我让他们随意踩踏我 So much hate 太多仇恨 So much of a drama 太多戏剧 Everybody hates 每个人都恨 I live in a drama 我生活在戏剧里 Submitting a case 提交文件 Depending on karma 全靠运气 I’m losing the race 我输掉了比赛 Depressed as **** everything sucks I thought about catching a body 极度抑郁每件事都不顺我想到了xx I had a point aint nobody listen I should’ve been more of a savage 我明明有话说但没人愿意听我就应该更强势些 I’m staring at the ceiling I’m getting so numb I can’t stop tears from dropping 我盯着天花板我变得越来麻木我根本控制不住眼泪 I might’ve gone mad 我可能疯了 I might’ve gone crazy 我可能疯了 Sometimes I’m lazy 有时候我很懒 Sometimes I cry 有时候我会哭 Sometimes I laugh 有时候我会笑 Sometimes I don't 有时候我不笑 Sometimes I pull up 有时候我做引体向上 Sometimes I sit up 有时候我做仰卧起坐 These feelings add up 这些感觉都在累积 Aint nobody around me 我身边不再有任何人 When I got a new life I don't really know nobody 当我有了另一条命我不认识任何人 Cuz I ******* hate them I got lots of enemies 因为我恨他们 我有过太多敌人 Trynna be a bit of different yall just ordinary 尝试变得不一样 他们太过平庸 I don't wanna know you I don't really trust nobody 我不认识你我根本不相信任何人 **** I drink a bottle every night on a repeat 干 我每晚都喝一整瓶 Little as I know them they don't know nothing about me 像我对他们的不了解一样他们对我也不了解 Trynna make it out ever since I left the city 我尝试过我的日子自从离开了城市 Is it right or wrong I just let em run up on me 到底是对是错我让他们随意踩踏我