作曲 : QC 作词 : QC Prod By TRA$H Mixing engineer:Jady I wanna kill the shit 我想要杀掉我自己 I remember some things from the past 我记起过去一些烂事 many of traps 许多的陷阱 May the god kill damn him 希望上帝杀了那该死的混蛋 Friend betrayed me 朋友背叛了我 the popo locked me up popo将我关起来 My heart can't take this damage 我承受不了这样的伤害 I sat the prison prayed to god 我坐在牢狱向上帝祈祷 I hate myself, hate my mind 我讨厌我自己的一切 Suicide in my mind, can't change 无法改变心里想要自杀 who can help me 谁能救救我 god help me 上帝救救我 all my lows, I was cryin 难过时我都一人躲着哭 I can't shake the fxxking feeling 我无法摆脱这该死的情绪 tears keep falling,tears keep falling 每每凄然泪下 Please shoot me once 请向我开一枪结束自己 Every day I live in a dream 每天恍如梦寐 I might as well be dead 死才是我的解药 I don't wanna feel it 我不想要这种感觉 So fxxked up, I'm so fxxked up 我被搞得一团糟 My life is crumble 我的生活已经崩溃 it take my everything 它带走了我的一切 All my happiness away 带走了我所有快乐 one day I disappeared 有一天我消失了 I'm so sorry 对不起,请原谅我