070 Shake、RAYE - Escapism. (Explicit) Sleazin' and teasin' I'm sittin' on him All of my diamonds are drippin' on him I met him at the bar it was twelve or something I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight I want him A little context if you care to listen I find myself in a **** position The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over dumb decision And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' Fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin' Then I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress and this **** is sittin' Just a heart broke ***** High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these *****es I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex I was looking for a man who's on the same page Now it's back to the intro back to the bar To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor doctor anything please Doctor doctor have mercy on me Take this pain away You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel Toke this joint how I'm blowing' this steam Back to my ways like 2019 Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and I'm finding' it cripplin' Excuse my state I'm as high as your hopes That you'll make it to my bed get me hot and sizzlin' If I take a step back to see the glass half-full At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in And I'm already actin' like a **** know what I mean So you might as well stick it in Just a heart broke ***** High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these *****es I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex I was looking' for a man who's on the same page Now it's back to the intro back to the bar To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor doctor anything please Doctor doctor have mercy on me Take this pain away You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel What 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night Be at peace with the things you can't change Last night I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came yeah Out of reach out of touch Too numb I don't feel no way Toast up so what Street small but it go both ways So you'll run yeah But you'll never escape Sunset in the maze You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night oh Doctor doctor anything please Doctor doctor have mercy on me You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Wanna feel wanna feel how I did last night Lipstick smudged like modern art I don't know where the **** I am Or who's drivin' the ****ing car Speeding down the highway sippin' Mixing pills with the liquor 'cah **** these feelings I left everyone I love on read Uh-huh Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed Uh-huh I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret Uh-uh Other than this 44 kick drum poundin' in my head