lilies (合花)-Bedbug Look at all those lilies there Must be f**king hundreds The choruses of frogs Were croaking through our car window I think were leaving or Just crossing the country Grabbed a couple scrunchies Just in case our hair grows long We were going to Vermont You could see the stars above us I swore that they were brighter Or maybe it was just a phone in the bed Reflected on the window My cousin died that night but We wouldn't hear about it till morning You and I were meeting I could see you in the mirror Suns already down It's been getting warmer I think I'm getting warmer Wish that I was glowing Wish I was mother nature It's a funny thing to want I know She was a tough kid She never finished high school And never went to college Just started setting sh*t on fire That's what her parents Told the PTA addicted to books and Satan And no one cared to hear her songs I guess that I dunno exactly What I'm saying Oh I wanna send Everyone to space right now You'll be so Godd**n Pretty like the stars and Be looking down at everything So far away so far away I will get a job again I'll stop doing all this teenage sh*t You will never hear from me But you will be proud of me I'll leave this awful rabbit hole That took away my sympathy I will bring the seasons back Even if it kills me